it was never easy

Sometime you lie awake in your bed
Thinking of the words you shouldn’t have said
And lots of hearts that you could have mend
The mistakes that you shouldn’t have made
Wishing that your life lets you walk some other way
You bury your face deep in the pillow
So that no one hears your wails
You wish to be alone for you want to cry
Your voice is down and your throat is parched
But you don’t want give up on the past
It was never easy to walk along the line that you walked
Treading between being in love and being lost
You look up at the sky and you see those clouds
You think of rain and you are filled with doubts
You are drenched and emotions are profound
You want to move but you feel like stuck to ground
Things will be better once you move along with your life
For what happened was something which you yourself defined.