i am what i am

I seen people usually are wary of recluses and they are very quick on their part to label them as anti social. I just can’t see why they can’t accept someone the way he is. Why they have to brand people who do fail to live up to the criterion that they have defined for themselves? They are so prejudiced and so vengeful that you give them a chance and they will start pointing all your fallacies to you. I am a recluse and yes I love being invisible and familiarity kind of gives me jitters but that in no way means that I don’t l am responsible for whatever wrong that exists in the society. I can’t stand to praise people when they actually look or behave horrendously. I prefer living my life with the choices that I make and to adumbrating my actions to anyone is completely out of question because simply I am not answerable to them. They can very well go to live in hell and I am least concerned because I believe everyone is permitted to live a life as he may deem fit and why the hell shall I be bothered.
I have seen people are easily convinced by the exterior cape that we all keep on wearing. We are expected to be nice to people when actually our hearts are filled with malice and we are supposed to be hiding all the unpleasantries under the wrap. We supposed to be like all nice and warm and good to people but why can’t we show people how we truly feel and why shall we hide behind the curtains of good demeanor? I am not saying that I am mean or I derive pleasure by hurting people, I am just what I am. I believe in being good to people whom I am really close or whom I really like but people whom I have no liking with I don’t give a damn. I am like to be with people whom I really like and people whom I don’t like I believe in letting them know of my true feelings. I like to move on and I hate getting stuck so all those whom I have left behind I bud them good riddance. If all this means that I am egocentric then yes I am and I am not going to seek your approval for that.